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You know what really fucking sucks? Having to rely on another person, to help you make decisions, because your executive dysfunction means that you are near incapable of making that decision on your own.

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But having that person not actually understand any of that, and instead just chipping in with their two cents worth, and pushing the envelope, because they think you should get something better: “It should be a 4G phone” and “I would advise against 16GB internal storage, it’s not enough, get a 32GB model” and “You should get a S5, it’s a better build quality than the motorola” and “It has a non-removable battery, so you won’t be able to replace it” and “That’s not a full HD screen” and “Yes, that model is newer, but overall the specs are lower.”

And even though all this is said with the best intent, it doesn’t fucking help; it just makes everything worse. And I fucking hate it, because I’m sitting here trying, truly trying, to sort out which fucking mobile phone I’m going to buy, and I just can’t.

It’s like being buried under an avalanch, not in the sense of inundation, but because I can’t tell which way is fucking up. Two weeks ago I vocally objected to the idea of needing 32GB of internal storage, with sound, rational reasons, and yet I’m sitting here, almost incapable of grasping the functional difference between 32GB and 16GB. I know the difference, logically, rationally, objectively. I know that all of my reasoning is sound, and yet it feels completely empty and hollow, and I just-

I can’t do this.

Don't be the product, buy the product!

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